LYRICS (Positive & Fun)

If you looking for that positive - positive                        ALT. CHORUS

and fun - and fun - I'm the one in sum

I'm positive - positive - and fun - and fun - I'm the one in sum 

livin with a medical condition - it's shifted my perspective
I'm in pain every second but never let it get it depressin
instead of focusing on my plight - I try to focus on what's right
I don't wanna harp on that - I wanna harp on that - with creativity I'm
living in my own city - where I could be the mayor
but I don't wanna be the mayor - I'm tryin to become the ego subjugator
me facer (facing myself & my my flaws) echo maker - the eraser 
of the selfish self centric - made mistakes in the past I still make 'em 
in the present - the difference - now I'm fast to get past any resentment

I apologize and supply and amend - instead of bein right 

I'd rather be content - in happiness - instead of havin dollars

I'd rather have cents/sense - madness is self-pity - helpin others

uplift me - pity parties they hardly is productive - I'm conductive to

positive and fun - I'm the one                                        CHORUS

if you lookin for that positive and fun - that's me

if you lookin for that positive and fun - it'll come

if you lookin for that positive and fun - that'll be

I'm the kind to find fun and shine some in your direction

not tryin to get arrested - I'm gettin level headed

gettin my mind off my self and findin ways to try to help

if I can't I benefit from tryin my effort in (that)

that's where I'm at - facts (echo) that's (echo) the spiritual path

it's a blast - that's strong - immersed in all earth's universal law

the school of the golden rule - treatin others the way

I want to be treated - I need it - I heed it - if your mind's open

I'm hopin I feed it - it's seemless - supplying meaning in my music

I'ma do this - that's the purpose of my life and my guide I rhyme usin

don't confuse it 'cause I've viewed thru lies as I get older

I learned true beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

not tryin to hop in drama - fun & positive my genre

and I'm gonna try to find fun until I die 'cause I'm

for my health - I'm believin in something bigger than myself

it's love as a concept - the object to save myself and my sanity

I believe selflessness could lead humanity to a higher plane 

I'll explain - I spent time searching for your faults and your blame

and this shame became ways to grow my own pain but now I pause

and work on my own flaws - which all in all caused my growth

my gain and my awe - finally saw peace and happiness

this switch it's dramatic - it's facts is I can change only

what my own actions is - gettin it (understanding) my best I give

for other head's (slang: people's) benefit - what's shockin is for me

that I've unlocked no better gift - and these changes in me has led

to residency in this dimension of zen and serenity - it's heavenly

and if I don't help them - these attempts still better for me

see I'll help you if I can - that's my plan to be a man (and I am)

chronic fatigue disease ain't a breeze I can't lie - but it's a 

blessing at times - when confined to my bed 

sometimes when resting I write lines in my head

then get up feel rested with this rhyme it's a blessing

or envision how to make moves smooth and efficient

disguised as a curse and - then in my head searchin

for ways to have fun when I get done workin

unearthin my purpose to the surface with service like

kind words - makin beds - held doors - cleanin floors

or vacuuming- carryin bags from the store - notes written

clean the kitchen - ask how somebody livin and listen

it's true it mutually benefits me and you

triumphant like a trumpet writin rhymes cause its

what my wife wanted